â¥Wednesday, July 05, 2006
Thiis codess herre rre ferr eve's frrenpls dunchh copiiriite. gtt permiissiiOn frrm moii~ dunchh makke sumOnee euur evrrytiing. coss' whhen theyy rre gOnee, euu wiill haff nothiing.~ iif euu lurrb sumone, tell dem, coss harrtx rre oftenn brrokken byy worrds leftt unspokken.~ nvrr giif upp on derr thiinggs tatt makke euu smiile.~ onlii lurrb cann breakk a harrt.~ derr trutth iish tatt evrryonee iish goiin tuu hurrtt euu. euu justt haffta deciide whosse worrtth derr paiin.~ iif euu rre askiin iif ii niid euu, derr answerr iish forrevaa. iif euu rre askkiin iif ii wiill leavve euu, derr answerr iish nvrr. iif euu rre askkiin watt ii valuue, derr answerr iish euu. iif euu rre askkin iif ii lurbb euu, derr answerr is ii do. ~ ii guess ii m a fooll ferr tiinkiin tatt euu rre tiinkiin of moii.~ boiis rre nothiin btt secretts nn liies, so whhen euu gtt scrrewed, dunchh bbe surpriised.~ dunchh fall iin lurbb wiif sumone euu can liive wiif. fall iin lurbb wiif sumone euu carntt liive wiifoutt.~ tiinkkiin of euu giifs moii derr butterrfliies.~ waiit ferr derr boii hhu wiill makke euu smiile lykk no onee elsee doess.~ theree iish alwayys tiis onee boii nn noo matterr watt hee doess, euu carntt stoppiin lurbbiin hiim.~ iif ii carntt haff euu, ii will justt bbe siingle ferr derr restt of moii liife. ii deciided tatt no onee cann comparre tuu euu nn no onee cann makke moii derr wayy euu do.~ ii wiish ii was iinviisiible as euu makke moii feel.~ derr pastt hadd alreadii becomee hiistoryy,ii wiill nvrr lead derr liife ii usedd tuu leadd. lyyfe wiill nvrr bbe derr samme agaiin.~ ii gtt butterfliies whhen euu rre arroundd.~ ii dunchh noee howw tuu lurbb, ii dunchh wanna breakk euur harrt.~ beforre ii mett euu, ii nvrr kneew wat iit was lykk tuu lookk att sumone nn smiile ferr noo reasonn.~ evryytiing changess btt beautyy remaiins, sumtiing soo tenderr tatt ii carnt explaiin.~ ii m miissiin euur laughh, hhow diid iit breakk? nn whhen diid euur eyes begiin tuu lookk fakke?~ sumtyymes ii wiishh tatt ii was liittle agaiin. skiinned knees rre soo muchh easiier tuu fiix thhan brokken harrtx.~ derr sweetestt flowerr tatt bblows, ii giif euu as we partt. ferr euu, iit iish a rose, ferr moii, iit iish moii harrt.~ ii carnt sttop miissiin euu, ii carnt helpp tiinkkin of euu.iif onlii dreamms wiill ccome trrue, ii wanna bbe wiif euu.~ ii wanna lett euu noe tt ii wiill nvrr lett euu go.~ euu justt haf tuu learn tuu forgtt boutt pple huu forgtt boutt euu.~ ii wiill waiit ferr euu evenn iif iit meanns waiittiin ferr a tthousandd yrrs.~ sealedd wiif a kiiss.~ ii m surrounddedd byy angells whhom ii calledd moii frenns.~ wriitiin downn moii thotts boutt euu iish derr onlii tiing tatt ii cann doo.~ moii lurbb ferr euu wiill nvrr endd,euu wiill alwayys bbe a partt of moii, as longg as tiime kkeeps passiin byy.~ wiill euu eva noee hhow muchh ii lurbb euu?~ iif euu carnt gtt sumone outt of euur headd, maybbe tatt perrson iish supposedd tuu be thhere.~ ii hatte tuu admiit, btt ii m soo iin lurbb wiif euu.~ iit hurtts soo muchh tuu lurbb euu derr wayy ii doo nn denn lookk att euu nn realiise tatt hhow muchh tatt euu dunchh carre.~ lurbb iish ntt boutt fiindiin derr perrfectt perrson, iit's boutt seeiin an iimperfectt personn perfectlyy.
~thhere iish a poiintt iin euur liife whhen euu realiise huu matterrs, huu nvrr diid nn huu alwayys wiill.~ ii m holdiin onttuu a drream tatt wunn ccome trrue.~ euu shudd lett moii lurbb euu, lett moii bbe derr oone tuu giif euu evryytiing euu wann nn niid.~ ii wiishh ii cann makke euu see, hhow muchh euu meann tuu moii~ noo mann iish worthh euur tearrs nn derr oone huu iish wouldd nvrr makke euu cryy.~ tuu derr worldd, euu mayy bbe oone perrson, bt tuu oone personn, euu mayy bbe derr worldd.~ ii hadd ratherr bbe hatedd ferr huu ii am thhan lurbb ferr huu ii m ntt.~ dunchh tell a gurrl tatt shhe iish hott, tatt's ntt wat shhe wanns euu bbe. wat shhe wanns tuu hearr tatt shhe iish beautiiful.~ sumtyymes we mustt gtt hurtt iin orderr tuu grrow. we mustt faiill iin orderr tuu noe. sumtyymes ourr viisiions clearr onlii aftt ourr eyyes rre washedd awayy wiif tearrs.~ fiindd arrms tatt wiill holdd euu att euur weakkestt, eyyes tatt wiill see euu att euur ugliiestt,nn a harrtt tatt wiill lurbb euu att euur worstt. denn euu haff foundd euur ttrue lurbb.~ a tearr falls forreva iinsiidde a brokken heartt.~ derr onlii tiing tatt matterrs iish justt followiin euur harrt nn fiinalli euu wiill gtt itt riitte.~ ii haff foundd a reasonn ferr moii tuu changge, huu ii usedd tuu be, a reason tuu startt overr new nn derr reasonn iish euu.~ ii noe tt euu dunchh beliieve tatt euu meann tiis muchh tuu moii, btt ii promiise euu tatt euu doo.~ derr bestt thiings iin liife rre unseen, tatt's yy we closedd ourr eyyes whhen we kiiss, cryy nn ddream.~ evryy passiin miinute iish anothher chhancee tuu turrn arroundd.~ iif nothiin lastt foreva, wiill euu bbe moii nothiin?~ iif ii hadd euu, ii wiill haff evrythiin tatt ii eva niidd.~ iit's bbeen a longg hardd roadd wiifoutt euu byy moii siide,yy weren'tt euu dere all derr niites we criiedd?~ ii m tryyiin soo hardd ntt tuu lykk euu btt iit's realli hardd tuu fiite euur harrt.
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